Kiss Me On My Neck

"I want somebody to walk up behind me and kiss me on my neck and breathe on my neck been such a long time I forgot I was fine". That is the beginning line of an Erykah Badu song that I love so much and I love that song because what a sensation that you would get if somebody really just walked up behind you and just kissed you on your neck. Its 2010 and so many people made resolutions about how they want to work on there there bodies and lose weight and all that mambo jombo bullshyt when next year they will be saying the same thing again. Since this is my blog and I say what ever I want to say in the 2010 i just want everybody to know that I have want something that most people are not just putting out there in the universe, well fuck I am just gonna put it out there you want to know what my NYE resolution is.....I want to be in love I want to know what it feels like to say that is my boyfriend and he say the the same thing about me. There are a few fellows who I been looking at there applications for relationship and they are very good prospects at least at the time they are. I have been given enough time to decide if I can maintain a relationship or even if I want one and over the years I have seen enough within the relationships around me to know that I am ready for love cause I can't say what I will or want do to maintain a healthy relationship  nor will I allow my self to miss out out on the learning experience that most people grow from or don't....however I do have a quality about my self that I want to share with someone through loving them and being loved. So i leave you with this I am going to know what love feels like. I want to be able to experience the up and down of what a couple do and what they share because I have not given myself the homage within myself to say I deserve it. So to you fellows out there that I have given you the green light on me to just "walk up behind me and kiss me on my neck"